When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it. I still remember...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Apr 4
- 7 min
What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Mar 31
- 4 min
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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Sparkling Diamond
- Mar 24
- 6 min
Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Jan 22
- 8 min
Nightmares Aren't Always Bad
And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Jan 1
- 6 min
My Dream Bedroom
The other day I realized that I have figured out what my dream kitchen and living room would look like to some degree but I've never...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Dec 24, 2023
- 2 min
Rags At First Glance
Last week someone sent me these words when I needed to hear them because I have been feeling so pressured to "fit in a box" (which...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Dec 18, 2023
- 5 min
Big Feelings Over Something Normally Insignificant
Tonight I decided that I want to make tomato soup and a toasted cheese sandwich for supper. I left the room to go to my locker in the...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Dec 7, 2023
- 7 min
Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Dec 7, 2023
- 5 min
More Salt
Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness... Today is...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 23, 2023
- 4 min
Christmas Dreams
*AI generated photo Now I'm going to start dreaming for Christmas...what my dream Christmas would look like...the colors would be blue,...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 20, 2023
- 3 min
Thanksgiving Dreams
Yesterday when I clocked in at work there was a sign that mentioned employees getting a turkey to take home apparently. At this point I...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 19, 2023
- 4 min
I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 18, 2023
- 3 min
Exploring AI For The First Time
Wow, did I ever have some fun! I thought I'd make a blog post to share the things that were created for me. Some of the pictures were so bea
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 16, 2023
- 8 min
Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 12, 2023
- 1 min
Just A Meme
This morning the first meme showed up in my feed and I... Well, I just had to fix it... Because there is Someone who will eventually...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 11, 2023
- 12 min
Locked Out
I'm struggling to clear the mud out of my eyes so I can try to see clearly enough to figure out what the next thing is to do. I'm trying to
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 8, 2023
- 2 min
Christmas Is On My Mind
Something that's been on my mind lately is Christmas...its been several years since I spent any holidays with my family...next month it...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Nov 5, 2023
- 1 min
Handfuls of Salt
*If you would like a print of this piece it is available for sale on my website under the Painful Paintings tab... (I wrote this piece a...
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Sparkling Diamond
- Oct 31, 2023
- 4 min
Sarcasm To Hide The Hurt
(Very sarcastically) If you decide to make a new start in your life make sure that everything you take with you fits in your car that way...
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