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Jun 30, 2023
5 min

Injustices And Wrongs By The Plain Institutions

Tonight I am furiously angry at the injustices done to me by the institutions and unlicensed counseling places run by the plain people....

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Jun 27, 2023
5 min

Worship or Weep?

Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...

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Jun 19, 2023
4 min

Fears and Anxieties Have Roots...

On my mind tonight.... Sometimes...well, often, I find myself being so hard on myself for being so scared of the lady downstairs. Like, I...

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Jun 12, 2023
2 min

Little Girls Don't Deserve...

These words have been running through my being since my (exhausting)therapy session last night... Little girls (children) don't deserve...

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Jun 10, 2023
3 min

An Unwanted Phone Call...

What do you do when you get a phone call from someone who treated you horribly? I don't answer. I let it go to voice mail. I listened to...

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Jun 7, 2023
5 min

Moving...And Memories

When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

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Jun 3, 2023
2 min

Hiding...

The last several weeks have been really rough physically. I haven't been sleeping well. The stress is wreaking havoc on my health and I'm...

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My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came

May 28, 2023
4 min

My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came

I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

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May 23, 2023
2 min

The Persecution of a Child

Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...

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May 9, 2023
9 min

IFS (Internal Family Systems)

Here is the blog post some of you have been so looking forward to...as I see the benefits and am getting a better grip on how it works...

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May 7, 2023
1 min

No Child...

No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...

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The Portrait of The Heart of a Survivor In The Eyes of an Abuser

May 5, 2023
3 min

The Portrait of The Heart of a Survivor In The Eyes of an Abuser

Here's a beautiful painting of a young lady who is trying to do her best to heal. She is so creative and loves to bless others with her...

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May 3, 2023
7 min

A Tribute To The Cat Who Chose Me

TRIGGER WARNING: Animal Abuse Preface: My cat for which I want to write this tribute showed up at my door at 11:30 on a Sunday night. I...

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Apr 10, 2023
10 min

Did You Know You Have Sparkly Points?

"Our sparkly points aren't made to be cut off. They make up who we are. "

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Feb 27, 2023
2 min

New Things...

I learned something new in my Sunday therapy appointment; cognitively anyway...and that's a start.... Some of y'all know the pain the...

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Feb 18, 2023
3 min

Depleted

When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....

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Feb 11, 2023
3 min

Am I Too Much?

(I wrote this, not to shame those who I may be talking about, but rather to portray as best I can the inner struggles that are caused by...

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Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?

Jan 4, 2023
30 min

Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?

A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...

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Some Self-care Ideas (Using My Life As An Example)

Dec 15, 2022
3 min