A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...
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- Jun 11
- 8 min
Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...
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- Apr 23
- 9 min
Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....
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- Apr 22
- 10 min
Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...
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- Apr 15
- 8 min
Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...
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- Apr 12
- 8 min
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...
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- Apr 7
- 5 min
When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it. I still remember...
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- Mar 31
- 4 min
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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- Mar 24
- 6 min
Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...
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- Jan 22
- 8 min
Nightmares Aren't Always Bad
And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...
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- Dec 7, 2023
- 7 min
Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...
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- Nov 16, 2023
- 8 min
Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa
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- Oct 7, 2023
- 2 min
Two Things
Two things have been coming to mind lately: 1. I have been copying recipes off Pinterest to fill my recipe box with healthy recipes so...
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- Oct 3, 2023
- 13 min
Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...
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- Sep 26, 2023
- 7 min
Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...
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- Sep 19, 2023
- 7 min
Calmly Aggressive
Aggression dressed up in a pretty package is like poison in a relationship. We may be unaware of our passive aggression but we are still...
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- Sep 9, 2023
- 7 min
Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...
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- Jun 10, 2023
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An Unwanted Phone Call...
What do you do when you get a phone call from someone who treated you horribly? I don't answer. I let it go to voice mail. I listened to...
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- Jun 7, 2023
- 5 min
Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...
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- May 28, 2023
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My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...
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