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Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read
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Midnight Mutterings
I didn't know what to expect. I didn't want to talk about whatever came up because this was an area I hated as well as tried to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 28, 20238 min read
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I Know...
It is rather bewildering and heartbreaking to be dreaming of a new friend and an old friend who betrayed you shows up and acts like...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 20, 20232 min read
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Injustices And Wrongs By The Plain Institutions
Tonight I am furiously angry at the injustices done to me by the institutions and unlicensed counseling places run by the plain people....

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 30, 20235 min read
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Worship or Weep?
Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 27, 20235 min read
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Fears and Anxieties Have Roots...
On my mind tonight.... Sometimes...well, often, I find myself being so hard on myself for being so scared of the lady downstairs. Like, I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 20234 min read
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Little Girls Don't Deserve...
These words have been running through my being since my (exhausting)therapy session last night... Little girls (children) don't deserve...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 12, 20232 min read
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Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read
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Hiding...
The last several weeks have been really rough physically. I haven't been sleeping well. The stress is wreaking havoc on my health and I'm...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 3, 20232 min read
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My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read
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The Portrait of The Heart of a Survivor In The Eyes of an Abuser
Here's a beautiful painting of a young lady who is trying to do her best to heal. She is so creative and loves to bless others with her...

Sparkling Diamond
May 5, 20233 min read
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A Tribute To The Cat Who Chose Me
TRIGGER WARNING: Animal Abuse Preface: My cat for which I want to write this tribute showed up at my door at 11:30 on a Sunday night. I...

Sparkling Diamond
May 3, 20237 min read
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Depleted
When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 18, 20233 min read
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Am I Too Much?
(I wrote this, not to shame those who I may be talking about, but rather to portray as best I can the inner struggles that are caused by...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 11, 20233 min read
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Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read
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Some Self-care Ideas (Using My Life As An Example)
Today has been a day that for the most part I prefer not to repeat, mentally or emotionally. Triggered in part by an interaction with an...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 15, 20223 min read
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Connection Breathes Life
This morning my counselor and I were discussing a current situation and how it seems that most people are OK with walking alongside of...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 10, 20222 min read
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Violated Boundaries
Last Monday an individual I had told I want no contact with chose to surprise me. When you don't have a good relationship with an...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 10, 20223 min read
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Do You Want to Learn?
Ok, friends, if you really want to hurt me, I'm going to give you some tips...but most of you have been kind enough that I don't think...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20228 min read
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Fireball of Emotion
The person stands there looking up into the dark sky "Why?" they ask "Why?" "What do I do with these emotions?" "How do I heal from this...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 16, 20222 min read
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