I am so happy! It's been a crazy week with all the decisions, sleepless nights, and all the beautiful things that have been happening...

I've been trying to sit with the memories and pain but I was also afraid I was retraumatizing myself so this morning I wanted to try to...

It is late but this memory has been weighing heavily on my mind since it came to the forefront last night. I have no idea what triggered...

It is Monday morning.  I literally don't know how to fight anymore. I rested all weekend, only to feel as drained as i did before, like...

I want to say how much I appreciate the people who genuinely care about me as a person for who I am and those who have invested in my...

A bit ago I was thinking about perfectionism and the role it has played in my life. I remember different people throughout my life...

This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk...

The other day I was looking for hairspray to use for a project after I got done with my shift. At first I got a big bottle of the shelf...

At my job we get a free turkey for Thanksgiving. When I was getting mine my manager said that if I don't have plans that I am welcome to...

It's been a while since I've written about my healing journey. There's been a profound shift in the last little bit which has been quite...

Just a simple picture but there is so much depth in its layers... There's a part of me that has been coming to the surface a lot in the...

I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...

I haven't been writing much lately because I've been so exhausted and haven't had the energy to really even do fun things. And worrying...

A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...

Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...

If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...

On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....

Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...

Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...