Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 158 min read
Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 128 min read
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 75 min read
When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it. I still remember...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 47 min read
What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 314 min read
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read
Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read
Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read
The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 7, 20231 min read
No Child...
No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...
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Sparkling Diamond
Feb 11, 20233 min read
Am I Too Much?
(I wrote this, not to shame those who I may be talking about, but rather to portray as best I can the inner struggles that are caused by...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read
Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 30, 20222 min read
Saturday's Emotions
I went shopping for a few hours today. I saw 4 ladies that I had seen and interacted with at one point of my life. The one was a...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 25, 202217 min read
Leaving My Faith Community
I never dreamed I'd stop going to church. Ever since I began to grow in my relationship with Jesus I wanted to know the truth and I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 21, 20224 min read
Spiritual Abuse
This painting is still wet just like my heart is still raw from my therapist triggering me in my last session. The title of this painting...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 20224 min read
The Pain of Good Intentions And Learning From Experience
Please be kind with your comments... https://www.wildernesstowild.com/community/public/posts/77356-is-your-pastor-doing-the-devil-s-work...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 3, 20225 min read
I Am Capable Of Evil
â›”Trigger Warning: Proceed with cautionâ›” Yesterday morning I was having a conversation with a friend and it reminded me of a memory: the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 202212 min read
What Did Jesus Mean When He Said Deny Yourself?
Lately I've been learning a lot about healthy boundaries and relationships and what they look like and how if we don't take care of...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 27, 20221 min read
Crying Baby
Today was a normal day. A normal day of being triggered. Today was one that doesn't happen very often. I was at work. I heard a baby...
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Sparkling Diamond
Feb 19, 202212 min read
What Does It Mean To Be Separate From The World
There are many different religions and denominations around the world and all of them have their own unique identifiers. Most often they...
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