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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 27 min read
My House of Cards Is Falling
This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 8, 20245 min read
A Healing Moment
The other day I was looking for hairspray to use for a project after I got done with my shift. At first I got a big bottle of the shelf...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 1, 20246 min read
My Thanksgiving Dinner
At my job we get a free turkey for Thanksgiving. When I was getting mine my manager said that if I don't have plans that I am welcome to...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 25, 202412 min read
A Shift in My Healing Journey
It's been a while since I've written about my healing journey. There's been a profound shift in the last little bit which has been quite...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 14, 20246 min read
Finally Heard
Just a simple picture but there is so much depth in its layers... There's a part of me that has been coming to the surface a lot in the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 16, 20247 min read
It's Time to Play
I haven't been writing much lately because I've been so exhausted and haven't had the energy to really even do fun things. And worrying...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 27, 20248 min read
Getting Back Into Inner Healing Work (IFS Therapy)
A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 5, 20242 min read
A Little Treehouse For the Playroom
My inner child has really been wanting a safe place to play and so I've been focusing on that the last several days as I had the energy....
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 17, 20249 min read
Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 25, 20245 min read
A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 11, 20248 min read
Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 23, 20249 min read
Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 22, 202410 min read
Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read
Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 7, 20245 min read
When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it. I still remember...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 4, 20247 min read
What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 31, 20244 min read
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 24, 20246 min read
Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 22, 20248 min read
Nightmares Aren't Always Bad
And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...
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